Okay. Football is overrated! Don't get me wrong, I love football, but what I can't stand is players getting paid like thousands for playing every week! What have they done actually? Sure they do make people happy by playing for their supported club and country, but what do they deserve to get paid like that!? Football players, everyone loves them, everyone worships them, do you know, of all the people in the world, footballers (especially the famous ones) are the ones leading bad examples to today's people. They club at night, they drink and worst of all, they ask for sex from every girl they see in the bar! (Yes, even some of those who were married). Some of the world's most famous footballer, paid thousands like nothing for sex. They're a bunch of lost individuals, lost in the midst of their fame and fortune. For once, I totally agree with my secondary headmaster's statement, "Why do footballer's get paid so high for PLAYING while teachers, the ones who educate the future of the country will never get paid as high as those footballers!" These days, footballers are unpleasant, self-obsessed and they basically don't care whats happening around the world! Again, not all footballers are like that, just that in my opinion, black is darker than white. So, in conjunction with my 2nd semester of university life, I'm gonna organise a campaign called, "FOOTBALL IS OVERRATED!". Joking though, I'm gonna stop watching football and reading news about football, cutting less time online.

25th September

midnight 1.10a.m

Again, the same question arises, always leaving me in total confusion, a moment of emptiness, frustration. Afraid, nervous, anxious of what the future lies ahead. What am I doing now? I can't help to feel that there will always be an invisible timer following me all around. Making all decisions made matter every moment. A moment I've think I made the right decision, and the next time you'll see me against it. I don't know whether you call this indecisiveness or just the fact that you're stuck between unsolved problems. Sure, I'm pretty sick of it, not enjoying one bit of it, hating the halted momentum that's frequent in my life lately. Again, how? when? why?

The man who can't be moved

Going back to the corner where I first saw you

Gonna camp in my sleeping bag, I'm not gonna move

Got some words on the cardboard, got your picture in my hands

saying:"If you see this girl, would you tell her where I am"

Some try to hand me money, they don't understand

I'm not broke I'm just a brokenhearted man

I know it makes no sense, but what else can i do?

How can I move on when I'm still in love with you?

'Cause if one day you wake up and find that you're missing me

and your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I could be

Thinking maybe you'll come back to the place that we'd meet

and you'll see me waiting for you on the corner of the streets

Cos I'm not moving

I'm not moving

Son of God

A worship song that I've been into it and hearing for the last few months when I'm stress/bored/feeling the need to worship, so to all believers out there, grab your earphone, sing along with the lyrics!

Hillsong - Son of God

Hold my hand and walk with me
You’re the light that makes me see
On this path my soul You lead
O my shepherd walk with me

I need You more than breath
You’re my hope in You I live
Angels worship at Your throne
Power and glory to You alone

My Savior
Glorious One
My Redeemer
Living in my heart
Now and forever
Your Kingdom come
Jesus Son of God
Jesus, Son of God

Jesus, O Jesus.
Holy is the Lamb of God
Jesus, O Jesus
Worthy is the Lamb of God