Saturday, September 24, 2011

25th September

midnight 1.10a.m

Again, the same question arises, always leaving me in total confusion, a moment of emptiness, frustration. Afraid, nervous, anxious of what the future lies ahead. What am I doing now? I can't help to feel that there will always be an invisible timer following me all around. Making all decisions made matter every moment. A moment I've think I made the right decision, and the next time you'll see me against it. I don't know whether you call this indecisiveness or just the fact that you're stuck between unsolved problems. Sure, I'm pretty sick of it, not enjoying one bit of it, hating the halted momentum that's frequent in my life lately. Again, how? when? why?

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