I take this rare moment out of my hectic life to update my blog.

At times I ponder in the middle of the night.

Is my decision right? Is it the right timing?

How? Should I drop a subject to make it less heavier?

Should I go to meetings which is a distance away?

I appreciate the efficiency brought out of me through these series of events,

but whether I can take it is a question,

and whether my studies will be dealt with a blow is another question

I prayed and kept my decision in my prayers, that It will be right.

But one thing is for sure, I will not give up.

His will be done.

10/6/12

Last year, I've said it;

Regardless of what happens in the future, this girl will be a life changer sent by God.

You've made me love and learn, you've taught me patience and perseverance, you've taken my relationship with Him into the next level.

You open my eyes and change my views.

You're my reflector, the one who sets me in the direction of His way.

I may not express this often, or sometimes not even the slightest hint but,

I hope we can be more, but if its not His will, so be it.

Whatever the outcome is, I thank God greatly for your presence in my life.

I love you and cherish you.

10/6/12

I slam close my book (if there is such term), and said, "I wanna make a difference!"

and I thought, how??