A heavenly sign? or a Nightmare?

Shaken up on 5.24 am in the morning, couldn't help but to get up and type it down here.

Just when I thought I'm finally over "it", the vision, the dream came back and haunt me..beautifully. The desire inside me tells me to give myself one more chance to do what is needed, to fulfill the vision.

Is all this just my own thinking? Does she knows that I'm still thinking of her..or am I just on my own?

perhaps just on my own...