Pub, Beers, and stuff

Before I call it a day, here's my experience of going into a pub for the first time with my friends which I thought was a karaoke center. Here's what went through my mind.

- What? I thought we're going to sing some karaoke?

- Look at all those beers and smokes

- I shouldn't be here

- Nope, not gonna touch the beer

- Probably will just play some cards

One of my friends asked me to have a drink in which I decline, and he said: "why so holy?" I was immediately startled. The pressure to drink rose, so I finally took a sip. Shouldn't be that bad I thought. I end up drinking a glass and half because we played a game where the losers need to take a sip. Still consider light and safe though I was afraid that every time i took a sip I will get drunk and lose control of my action.  Turns out we just ordered some light beer that's all. The night ended well thank God. I was still as clear as before. 

I may sound a bit ridiculous here, maybe you are even thinking, why is this boy talking about this? There is nothing wrong with drinking, I always drink! Beer is good! 

I can't say drinking is bad, but I just choose to not do it since I don't have the urge to do so. =)

2013 New Years Resolution

The day before new year, new years eve, I sat down on my annoyingly small desk, enough to fit only my laptop and some mini sized books. It was a lonely new years eve, and so I figure out that I should do my new years resolution on that night itself. Here's it.

1. Compete 85% devotion for the year.

2. Get a smartphone, Iphone 5 16GB perhaps? (RM2,199)

3. Work part time & serve at Calvary Charismatic Church

4. Involve in one major church performance in this year

5. Give a total of RM800 to church building fund

6. Learn a piano piece, preferably a Les Miserables's song

7. Gain weight till 65kg, currently 60kg.

8. Obtain results with GPA 3.5 for every semester this year

9. Read 3 books

10. Complete the bible within this year

Its already 24th of January, and I've already struggle with devotions and bible reading since I came back to Sabah. Besides that, some of them require large amount of money. It seems hard, but not impossible. Give me strength Lord to keep this resolution going! 

Blog Maintenance in Progress

Josh returns! The title says it all. Truth to be told there's not much maintenance to be done (no maintenance needed at all), just for the sake of making it sound official. I'm currently in my exam period, and I will return blogging again when it is all over. Here's what to expect when I return blogging.

Blogging and more blogging. I have been out for quite a while, so there will be much to share. And I'll also be posting more pictures and photos as an initiative to lighten up this dark and dull blog. Don't worry, It'll be interesting. Remember to drop again soon!

Its 4th of September! and i nearly forget about it until when it reach like 2nd of September. *Sigh* Perhaps i'm too busy focusing on my studies.

6th - Thermodynamics

10th - Principle of Management

12th - Numerical Method for Engineers

12th - Microprocessor System

13th - Electromagnetic Fields & Waves

14th - Electrical Machines & Drives

What am I doing now? The period from 12th to 14th is gonna kill me inside out. 4 core subjects packed in 3 days. How can i survive it? Whatever it is, the end of exam will be the beginning of my birthday celebration! Church YOU camp! YES! Holiday back at Tawau! YES! Food! YES! More food! YES! Friends! YES! Sleep! YES! Time! YES! More time! YES! YES! YES! YES! YES! YES! YES! YES! YES!

But right now, I don't know how to get through it! Thermodynamics! NO! POM! NO! Numec! NO! MicroP! NO EMF! NO! EMD! NO! NO! NO! NO! NO! NO!

T.T

I take this rare moment out of my hectic life to update my blog.

At times I ponder in the middle of the night.

Is my decision right? Is it the right timing?

How? Should I drop a subject to make it less heavier?

Should I go to meetings which is a distance away?

I appreciate the efficiency brought out of me through these series of events,

but whether I can take it is a question,

and whether my studies will be dealt with a blow is another question

I prayed and kept my decision in my prayers, that It will be right.

But one thing is for sure, I will not give up.

His will be done.

10/6/12

Last year, I've said it;

Regardless of what happens in the future, this girl will be a life changer sent by God.

You've made me love and learn, you've taught me patience and perseverance, you've taken my relationship with Him into the next level.

You open my eyes and change my views.

You're my reflector, the one who sets me in the direction of His way.

I may not express this often, or sometimes not even the slightest hint but,

I hope we can be more, but if its not His will, so be it.

Whatever the outcome is, I thank God greatly for your presence in my life.

I love you and cherish you.

10/6/12

I slam close my book (if there is such term), and said, "I wanna make a difference!"

and I thought, how??