29th December 2010

Hey! Frustration is taking over me. I've been meeting a lot of people lately, lots of 'wrong' people who came at the wrong time. Where have the 'right' people gone to?? Its like you can actually swallow a raw egg when you're in a healthy state, but you just couldn't when you're sick. So where are the medicines gone to??=(

26th December 2010

"Like my memories come to past, 19 years had gone so fast..."

Hey! This is Sunday, but unlike any other Sunday, this is the LAST Sunday of the year 2010! Well, i had a busy yet wonderful time during the Christmas and holiday period thanks to my dear classmates and friends from church, without you guys, i would be miserable!! I'm also blessed... with free lunch and dinner for almost the whole week! Imagine, free pizzas and Kentucky Fried Chickens! Thank you Lord! Time flies real fast doesn't it? We're just a year away to reach the 20th year of our lives! I'm leaving home next year for further education! My cool funky maths teacher is getting married tomorrow! My young lovely physics teacher is also getting married next year! Hahaha! All i'm saying is, time flies real fast, and now, I'll just have to wait till September before my holiday ends... =D

"...wake me up, when September ends"

21th December 2010

Hey! Christmas is just a mere 4 days away, not that i have something to look forward to except for the Christmas celebration in church. Gone are the days where you get excited because Christmas is coming, where presents can once cheer our childish heart. After Christmas marks the end of 2010 and the beginning of 2011, and i'm considering some decisions which could change my bored-bounded holiday into something more, "interesting".

1. To work or not to work?
I'm considering a job in my own church's multimedia department, known as C-design as their assistant. Hmmm...

2. To take piano lessons or not?
No doubt i have a very strong interest in piano, and in fact i have learnt organ for 4 years, but the time left for me to upgrade myself is very limited, maximum 9 months, is it a wise thing to do??>.< 3. Travel somewhere?
Most likely not happening, but 9 months is a very long time, anything might happen.. XD

Decisions, decisions, decisions...

19th December 2010

Hey! Another day had passed. But i felt satisfied, at least that day didn't pass in vain. Well, the depressing period of mine had kinda pass away too^^ Will be looking forward the next day, even though nothing extraordinary is gonna happen where i can expect more of the same old badminton routine and PES with friends=.=. Until today, i actually didn't know the exact day of Christmas this year until i checked the dates via internet. 25th of December, perhaps i should buy some lil' gifts for some people, the spirit of Christmas! Spread the love of Christ! Haha..

18th December 2010

Hey! Well, what can i say more, a friend told me, if its God's Will, it will happen. Sadly a human's heart is as stubborn as a donkey, haha, not being able to let go so. Another friend of mine also told me, there are lots of fishes in the sea. You've got a point my friend, but like I said, a humans heart is stubborn, like a donkey. Anyways, gonna kick-start my long period of holidays by maintaining a healthy lifestyle, will try to jog at least 3 to 4 times a week in the morning, will have some badminton, and gain weight!! But the hell, I heard that i'm gonna have holidays till next September!! Thats like around 10 months from now. Well, another chapter of my life unfolds. Good Luck to me... >.<

Less than three

Girl: "I’m sure that I will always be
A lonely number like root three
The three is all that’s good and right,
Why must my three keep out of sight"

Man:
Though you have said to me,
that you are the lonely √3

Dont let this realization give you fright,
for i can help you with your plight

I cannot change that which you are
(no more than i could catch a shooting star)
but heres what i can do for thee:
show you a hidden fact of √3

Although you say "it's simply 1.7231"
all will make sense when I am done

there IS a fact you cannot see
but this fact cannot elude me

for √3 has a simpler form
which is not much different from the norm

Its short and sweet
and quite unique
and is the answer i hope you seek.

That which you did not see
is that your number technically
equals that of less-than-three
<3
Which you should now know to be
that which i think of when i see thee.

The Square Root of Three

Ignore my weird interest in such form of literature, it will not last long. Trust me. -.-

The Square Root of Three

I’m sure that I will always be
A lonely number like root three

The three is all that’s good and right,
Why must my three keep out of sight
Beneath the vicious square root sign,
I wish instead I were a nine

For nine could thwart this evil trick,
with just some quick arithmetic

I know I’ll never see the sun, as 1.7321
Such is my reality, a sad irrationality

When hark! What is this I see,
Another square root of a three

As quietly co-waltzing by,
Together now we multiply
To form a number we prefer,
Rejoicing as an integer

We break free from our mortal bonds
With the wave of magic wands

Our square root signs become unglued
Your love for me has been renewed

The Good-Morrow

"If our two loves be one, or thou and I

Love so alike that none can slacken, none can die."

Above is part of the poem which i favoured a lot in the movie Tristan and Isolde where Tristan eventually died in the end after enduring a forbidden love with Isolde. :'(

Heres the full poem.

I WONDER by my troth, what thou and I
Did, till we loved ? were we not wean'd till then ?
But suck'd on country pleasures, childishly ?
Or snorted we in the Seven Sleepers' den ?
'Twas so ; but this, all pleasures fancies be ;
If ever any beauty I did see,
Which I desired, and got, 'twas but a dream of thee.

And now good-morrow to our waking souls,
Which watch not one another out of fear ;
For love all love of other sights controls,
And makes one little room an everywhere.
Let sea-discoverers to new worlds have gone ;
Let maps to other, worlds on worlds have shown ;
Let us possess one world ; each hath one, and is one.

My face in thine eye, thine in mine appears,
And true plain hearts do in the faces rest ;
Where can we find two better hemispheres
Without sharp north, without declining west ?
Whatever dies, was not mix'd equally ;
If our two loves be one, or thou and I
Love so alike that none can slacken, none can die.